the freak that i am.
i know how i ooze of hostility
when i am
stressed out/need to be alone/
trying to meet a deadline.
i will be silent, frowning and
irritable
even if the second before
we were all laughs.
i can be proud, selfish, judgmental,
unhappy, strange, lazy, petty, frivolous,
pretentious
and all the other assortments
of human ugliness
if i fall short of the
self control i try to maintain.
and so are you.
but
recently i learnt
the difference between
friends and The Others.
people in general
peeve me to no end,
but for the rare few
that i make mental-labels
as "friends"
all have their
One Thing Each
that makes them so kinda
freakin indispensable
to my wannabe-funky life.
and for The Others,
it's all just companionship
for the ego trip.
i don't have many
Friends in the truest sense of the word
but it will suffice
coz
sometimes i think i have
some helluva friends
(altho most other times
i feel
the great need to
kill them hahaha).
OK WHAT THE HECK
ALL U MORONS
I HOPE YOUR HEADS STOP SWELLING
END OF MY SOPPY DECLARATION OF LOVE
FOR ALL U SHIZZ
12:42 AM